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I dream of those unwanted thoughts that makes me turn back to my stopped paths….
Crying..
Felling Lonely..
Cheering up..
Cogitating..
Confused..
FINAL CONCLUSION:STOP!!
And again a few frens lead and a few disappear,to where the signals of the nature turn red..People worth reading but mind not quite stable. Trying to understanding one but fail with torture.
          
              Then another comes into the unstable world,distracts the whole system even after being under went by the circumstances."Nature, are you testing me? Is it gonna bring you happiness by bringing in things I’m moving apart from? Or, are you trying to make me wiser…!!" Facing it many a times now is bringing in no end to the solution..so here i stop giving time to my thoughts unchanged!!

    No Diwali this year, will have the triple of what i dint have; the coming year.. Hope I sort things patiently !

Blahbye !

Hey all.. enjoy ur winterr Chennaiz facing a lil more of cold i guess :p

Ummmmmmmm…… m feeling appyyyyy.. like “nappy mein b happyyy” huuuhuuu… i had such baaaaadddd night mares though….AH… i dreamt of some ppl starting a fite..like using missiles at us….hmm then jumping out of a house cos ppl r behind me….. Ummm and then its gonna b 12am(new yr) so gotta do something b4 its toooo late….Der’re gonna b some changes as soon as its 12am..Oh…God.. but lol.. i still had my fonn wid me.. ……………………….

….. M jus lost… lost in deep thoughts….. things r so complicated within…….its simply crazy to b alone n think think think….. one move and things change… loads of things change… i cannot xpress myself to anyone… no one odes understands..but one does….cant name neone… but i made some false moves…. y do i do tht….. i feel like crying…. crying out loudly for wats been happening… i seek love in everything i do…. njoy things but since yesterday der r like some changes again…. wud u cal tht grwing up?????? i wish i could go bk…. whr i was so innocent…… i act like a kid so as to c smiles all ova, in n around mee but tilll…. der were some feelings tht i JUS couldn’t controlll…………………….i need a hug… a reall bad one… a shoulder… to cry upon……….m soo lost des days. truely deeplyy..donno wat m really missing…..but don wan ne one to c my crying jus for tht one person with a shoulderrr………..y do i always go mad?????? or is it da "teen" age….m not scared of anything but of DEATH….. BLOOD……jus 2thingsss other things r luck n miracless…..m bold within but xcept for des 2reasons….cos of which m scared of being alone .. scared of my imaginations…. they take me whr i don wanna gooooo…… M bold enough to handle situations… i do things wen i think its fine n good….but sometimes…i take deadly bad moves…..and repent later…. jus cos of myself/ my thoughts/imaginations/future/lonlinessss….yea…. i do.. i do SUCK… thts it i do.. nothing elsee… i kn no onez purrfect but still… no onez eva like meeee…….no one can b…….. i’ve so much within meee… m no open book though i look like……I jus get carried away with LOVE n EMOTION…something thts not in my control…. not strong at this ptn…..I’ve lost all my interests in collecting stickerz/keychains/ear rings/……. and i more thinggg…………………….M JEALOUS OF MY SISTERRRR sometimess….:((…. m freaked totally…insane is wat u cal ppl like mee………….i’ve told this to her n seen her jumping on to cloud .9…….. i like being happy…m happy looking at smiling faces…. cos of which i act like wat otherz cal as a KID…..this is wat I’M…. i wont change.. this is wat means a grwn up to me….if ur talking bout being IMMATURED…… MATURED ppl don kn wat fun iss… dey’re always apprehensive in life… talk big but r nothing truelyyy…. wen u tel someone to grw up… its ur duty to guide them instead of lecturing ‘emm….. understand dey’re ptn of viewzz….their sate of mind!!!! one person does… but still faarrr!!!…..m not good in ending up my blogs :p…..BUt i still need a warn n a caring hug…:((

And der i get a warm call tht makes me feel so much better.. God bless….(truely 4m hrt)

Hmmm its shoooooo boring these days….M becoming lazy as eva…………….sleeping late...waking up late…don get to c da sun rite above my head (noon)………jus get to c da early morning rising an da sleeping……cant move leaving da Ac behind.…i step out an feel sooo sticky!!! mood changes cos of da stickynes…"i’ve to hurry home soon or else i’d die wid it"….… face turn oily appying da sunscream lotion………i sit rite up rite in front of my comp...don feel like going online or …chat wid ne one...i jus chk things an sign out asap……. ppl ask jus 1 Q…."wat r u doing in ur holiday?" which is one Q m running 4m…..then i’l take my fon, read a few fwds, den send to list n del……….watch tv….…..

I actually don like to write bout my feeling an xperiences on a public thingee but i’ve no other way to update my sweet lil space…………no topics, no ideaz….mindz jus empty……i think loads, but bout ppl…..situations can b handled as an wen dey come so chuk out all da tension…no worriez ……. i feel lonely sometimes….feel irritated…..n then i get a "give a damn" attitude…….

Der was a time wen my sister used to make lovvvvely coffee...but i had to pour it dwn wen i had it today…lol it was PATHETIC …ANd da pizzaz tht she makes r awesome too but cannot b compared to da onez of Dominoz n Pizza Hut …… errr…wat else do i write nw……………hmmmm i don reply much to my frens wen dey say "send me some nice fwds if u hv" arre yar nw da fwds tht r left in my box r mostly da hindi onez…hehe….. so dey wont understand in fact again dey’l ask me da translation …….. loose girls were making plans an all on da last day of colej of going to some thunder wrld/mgm/queensland..or wateva all together…guess dey’re still sleeping.. none of colej mates r into msn spaces an all………..so none of da spaces wud kn da real me M quite wen i want to b…….. hv nothing to say…not a chatter box in my class…but a good listener …wil talk wen i hv to…..ppl who wud cal me a QUIT GIRL wud b da one who m not vry much cls to….. but ppl whor really cls wud laugh hearing "GUNVEEN IS A QUITE GIRL??" ……last movie i saw in da theatre was one bakwas movie which i was FORCED to watch ……….

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Bad taggerz…neva gonna tag u guys da nxt time …..but seriously…BAD ppl

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THE END

O well the end of da torture, parents were cald and thins hv been sort yayyyy hehe And my parents don kn a thing y to summa involve ‘em in this stupidity of teacherz… Allz well……

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