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bonbonjuhi — Fri, 20 Aug 2010 21:05:45 +0000

Why can’t people ACCEPT ME the way I am>?????????

Unspoken

bonbonjuhi — Thu, 02 Jul 2009 14:44:53 +0000

NOW! It feels like some bones crackling

Some broken sleep

Some nite marred dreams

All in all the physical fever’s gone

Where the Psychic stays and plays innumerous stakes!

Unspoken feelings spoken through out

Narrating the shadows of yesteryears

Facing day light along with ignorance

With the never ending fears

Repeated gestures repeated mood swings

Repeated temperature of the city adding essence

Having the presence in hands along the lazy frill

Seeing the desire of the future drill

Living the way life wants

Ignoring the basic ‘watt the hell do i want!’

Assuming the negative presuming the past

Life is filled with all that’s lost!

Another day yet no new beginning

Accepting and not acknowledging the learning.

Missing the ‘u’ and missing the ‘i’

Where is the opener of this passer-by

Same rebukes same intolerance

Same mortals repeated interference

Same quarrel same mind frames

No goals no anticipations and no amendments restrained

Nothing has changed except your diminishing time.

Fancying the reason for one life

Gazing the augment of being pressurized

Acknowledging the sentence "one life y so serious"

Still mixed thoughts confused mind!

Seeking to gain confidence sometimes

Still not rendering a better life!

Time and Tide waits for none!

bonbonjuhi — Sat, 17 Jan 2009 22:47:47 +0000

Fun equals being the youngest.

In the long run of 16 years,

The good the love, the grin and the laughter

For the ever longing and some memorable memories

My life has been the coolest!

To where the 17th begun

A shoulder that i had leaned on became more of a chicken run.

The Good the Bad, the Emotional the Evil

A sight of emotions & detachments got together

Which scattered in the 19th run.

The good the Bad, The Evil the Nastiest devils

when another shoulder had commenced to dissolve

All along stayed the third shoulder for all the good preaches

The Good the Stressful, the Dumb the Patient, the Evil the Mightest

For the worst of worsts and for the best of besties

Even at the 19th!

A sudden PING came in thru the 20th!!!

Mixed in thoughts why to be sad for the few

The few shoulders that would be missing altogether now,

equals to a few many departing just at once.

It is Time that changes and we HAVE TO change along

Evergreen with love, Me!.

bonbonjuhi — Mon, 03 Nov 2008 06:22:49 +0000

To the Frenship we have shared

Bubbly

bonbonjuhi — Mon, 25 Aug 2008 20:27:42 +0000

Will you count me in?

V1: I’ve been awake for a while now
you’ve got me feelin like a child now
cause every time I see your bubbly face
I get the tinglies in a silly place

C: It starts in my toes
and I crinkle my nose
where ever it goes I always know
that you make me smile
please stay for a while now
just take your time
where ever you go

V2: The rain is fallin on my window pane
but we are hidin in a safer place
under covers stayin dry *(safe) and warm
you give me feelins that I adore

C: It starts in my toes
make me crinkle my nose
where ever it goes
i always know
that you make me smile
please stay for a while now
just take your time
where ever you go

B: What am I gonna say
when you make me feel this way
I just……..mmmmmm

C: It starts in my toes
make me crinkle my nose
where ever it goes
i always know
that you make me smile
please stay for a while now
just take your time
where ever you go

V3: I’ve been asleep for a while now
You tucked me in just like a child now
Cause every time you hold me in your arms
I’m comfortable enough to feel your warmth

C: It starts in my soul
And I lose all control
When you kiss my nose
The feelin shows
Cause you make me smile
Baby just take your time now
Holdin me tight

Where ever, where ever, where ever you go
Where ever, where ever, where ever you go
Where ever you go, I’ll always know
Cause you make me smile here, just for a while

x-X-x

I wish…

bonbonjuhi — Sun, 29 Jun 2008 21:04:03 +0000

I wish,

I wish for a dream

A dream,

A dream to come true

But dreams,

Dreams are far apart

Realities apart…

I wish,

Before I dream

Biding goodbyes to angels

To be by my side again

Again the next day

A day, to see the sun shining

Shining the veranda by the spaced leaves

Reflecting its reflection over my face to feel my pain

A pain to hide, some sorrows that forbid goodbyes…

I wish,

Wish to dream,

A child’s dream

A dream where my lost ponies play

My brown teddy sways

Where the innocence stays

With no reflection of sorrows to trail…

I wish,

Wish a dream,

Dream of an angel

An angel that I lost in a battle,

In a battle of love and reality

Love, that wasn’t written

Reality, which was my fate

But now,

I dream of a dream

which would never come true

My dreams are so mute:

In a min I’m climbing a mountain

And in another I’m walking on the blue…

I dream of a dream

Where I run as fast as a plane

Over the huddles of the nature’s game

A game been played

Played by the members of my heart

The heart which is now stone hearted

A heart that shows not emotions

A heart that’s forgotten to be sweet

A heart that flows by being busy

A heart that doesn’t want to meet

A heart that’s subsiding smiles…

I wish,

Wish to dream

Dream back to save my angels from falling apart….

My summer of ’08

bonbonjuhi — Tue, 20 May 2008 15:03:19 +0000



The sulking weather
The beaming heat
Is moving further with agni nakshatram;
For more than 2 weeks

The thirsty birds, the non-stop air-conditions
To beat up with this summer’s heat.
The empty talks in the sky
Leaves dry roads and the muddy leafs.
And has caused a man into
A lazy lame junk of cheese

The abrupt wickedness of the sky
Pointing to the agni nakshatram’s end.
The fixity winds and the banging doors
With a mist of mud in a more adept mode
Oh here comes the 1st rain
A relief for the thirst quenching birds unanticipated.

The 1st rain thru the summers
Inducing Chennai’s wry path moisture
A Goddess on its own
A hope to get out of home

The pickled landscape and sense of mud
Reminds me of the lovely days in my past;
Drenching up the terrace and dancing with joy.
Shouting out loud without hesitating
And then be shouted at with giggles

Here comes my first rain of summer,
The dearest for all the hummers.

The Run-A-Way

bonbonjuhi — Fri, 09 Nov 2007 22:42:48 +0000

Regretful times for the most Jolliest

I dream of those unwanted thoughts that makes me turn back to my stopped paths….
Crying..
Felling Lonely..
Cheering up..
Cogitating..
Confused..
FINAL CONCLUSION:STOP!!
And again a few frens lead and a few disappear,to where the signals of the nature turn red..People worth reading but mind not quite stable. Trying to understanding one but fail with torture.

Then another comes into the unstable world,distracts the whole system even after being under went by the circumstances."Nature, are you testing me? Is it gonna bring you happiness by bringing in things I’m moving apart from? Or, are you trying to make me wiser…!!" Facing it many a times now is bringing in no end to the solution..so here i stop giving time to my thoughts unchanged!!

No Diwali this year, will have the triple of what i dint have; the coming year.. Hope I sort things patiently !

Blahbye !

Quetch!

bonbonjuhi — Sun, 18 Mar 2007 15:11:13 +0000

Man this is irritating,

Someone once ask’d me to share stuff when it was agitating..

It being so hard to tell

This was like something I misspell.

And then felt lil relieved

After sharing the grievance I sleeved.

Getting familiar with another

Not thinking any further,

Illuminating the nature n departing the fatigue

Feeling free and being regular,

Days passed by so cool n calm..

Having in mind still the little of nothing,

And in nothing but jus few nights,

All this was a dream again that blights

A continuous laughter ends in pain yet again

With just those words told by a friend

Not all strangers get close,

And not to forget who forced on being close

Once more things look strange

While the “stranger” sleeps in serenity…

Old thoughts b’come unchanged;

There I walk by the same constrain…

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Hello world!

wth :S

Unspoken

Time and Tide waits for none!

Evergreen with love, Me!.

Bubbly

I wish…

My summer of ’08

The Run-A-Way

~~Quetch!~~

Quetch!